Post exam Syndrome

Hi everyone!! After a long break, here i am. Exam is just over, about 9 days ago. I know i should be feeling all excited and happy and like 'YES!! It's freedom!' but that's not what i felt at all. Well, first of all it's because the exam is TOUGH!! And knowing how 'much' preparation i've done for this exam with the quality of answer i penned down on those answer sheets, if i do get through, all glory belongs to God. I really have no idea whether i am going to get through all these 3 papers.

Next comes the headache. What now? i mean okay i've done with my studies... so what's next? It's like all of a sudden life seems to come to a standstill with no direction or whatsoever of the next step. Work? Wait for results? Go have fun? Perhaps as i am a person who make lists and do lotsa planning. With no options at hand and knowing that my future starts now is kinda scary. I mean I'm DONE with my studies?? aha.. seems too fast. It was just 2-3 years back that i was 'mooning' over my SPM. And now i'm to go out to society to begin my life endeavour.

Also, most of my friends are still studying, thus it's kinda odd to start working while others are talking about exams and studies. Will this affect friendships? I hope not.

Actually i've sent in 2 copies of RESUME to CBS to submit it to EY and PWC. Hope that i'll get some feedback soon. In truth i am not really excited about starting work so soon. I'm not too sure why. I guess there's still so much things to see and learn in this world. Being tied down to a 9-5 job isn't really that appealing. Not forgetting that working in audit line means more than that. It's a whole life of 'slavery'. Haha..

Okay, that's all for this post. Cheers!