I'm BACK...

Hi hi... Sorry for my disappearing act for past 1.5 months. Many things have happened but I praise God for all of them.

Well, after my exams, like what i said, i send in applications to EY and PWC through CBS. I was really hoping on the PWC as it is my wish to work in PWC. However EY offered me first, thus i accepted and started working on 10 July. Even till now, there was no news about PWC. Kinda sad.But I'm sure no matter where I work, I'll still gain the experience i need.

Life was so hectic and busy when i started work. 8 to 5 schedule really drown me when i got home. No more energy. Nonetheless, for the first few weeks of work, i was to meet quite a few friends on different nights. Basically, my days are all packed.

Not to mention that I have the opportunity to teach children and youth in tambourine and worship dance every Sunday from 2 to 5. Confession : I'm not really good in this. What i know is rather limited. So i need to learn from elsewhere and do preparations for these classes the day before which in on Saturdays. This is draining as well.

Oh yeah, to make things worst, I received my OBU results in the middle of July and i failed. It was a big hit. Not only mentally but emotionally as well. This is the first time in my life i failed in such important 'exams'. I was crushed. My confidence level just plummet to dunno where. I labelled myself a failure despite my friend's comfort. This only brings more stress to me.

You see, without this OBU, i won't be able to graduate. Of course if i managed to pass my ACCA which the results are coming out in 2 weeks time, i'll still be a graduate as well, but the chances are much slimmer. Right now, i totally have not much hopes in those 3 papers.

I guess this is what life is all about. We go through trials all the way. For me, this is my first academic downs. Totally. I never expected this to happen to me but it has. I learnt that the most important thing is how we overcome failures. I have no idea how am i going to overcome this, but by God's grace He'll surely carry me through.

So, i'll be resubmitting my OBU project again. This time I'll be taking it with CBS. With more experience mentor and support from the school, I do hope I pass this round.

That's all for now. Gotta run. Tata.